Note: The last bullet within the post, “Practicing the Feelings Within the Vibration of Abundance,” reminded me to share a couple of stories. Image on right is a clay sculpture that I had created a while back of Holy Spirit/Prime Creator/Source/Ancient Mother Goddess, and then added a ‘flower mountain at night’ background that I designed as well (also in post, “An Altar Dedicated to Divine Goddess Within“)
The following are subtitles to the main title of this post:
- The So-Called Nightmare/Mystical Experience
- Dream of Traveling Through Wormhole and Space
Sometime in late December of 2016, there was a personal incident, and shortly afterwards, I had a very challenging, otherworldly experience followed by an amazing, extraordinary experience.
Below are records from a dream journal during that time-frame.
The So-Called Nightmare/Mystical Experience
After the mysterious bathtub incident, I had a so-called terrifying nightmare where I felt some blob-like, heavy energy take over my body; I felt deep fear set in (or sit in).
This is the third or fourth dream of this nature, and the following section is an example situation within the post, “The Dark Being and Jesus Within Me” (link at bottom of post):
The Disguised Nightmare
July 8, 2013
I was in a cave-like environment, and I saw this being, who initially looked like a cross between an underdeveloped person (like the mummy character in the movie, “The Mummy”)—with parts of his skin and muscles missing—and a zombie. I later wondered if it might have been some kind of a dark greenish-brown reptilian being.
I think it was lying down with its head in front of my body, and its feet away from me. I don’t think I was scared at that moment (as my Higher Self).
At one point, I think the “dark” being wanted a female sacrifice, and I (as my Higher Self) told it, “Let us merge as One.”
The being immediately jumped away from my side—about a couple of feet away—and while standing on its humped over upper body and legs, it swiftly turned its head towards me and looked at me with shock and disbelief.
Note: The previous statement definitely stemmed from my Higher Self, because if I (as my ego self) had encountered such a dark being in real life, I’m pretty sure the statement, “Let us merge as one” would not be my choice of words. My fearful, yet protective, ego self would more than likely be like, “Uhhh…I’d love to stick around and chat more, but I have a bowel cleansing appointment that I need to go to.”
Note: Image on left above by www.mylespaul.com
Within the recent dream, I was looking in a mirror (of actual current self) and struggling to state to the blob-like negative energy within something to the effect, “As my Beloved I AM Presence/Christ & Buddha within, I command you to permanently leave my body.”
It was as if this dense energy was trying to prevent me from uttering those words, knowing that sound is very powerful; I was speaking very slowly with a deep voice that seemed to parallel a monster-like voice.
In the following dream-like experience, I heard and felt what sounded like something coming out of or into a bubble (like a blurp sound) followed by a loud baby’s cry (like that of a newborn).
It was so intense that it blew my mind.
I’ve experienced the popping sound while astral traveling within a year ago, but I still don’t know what that’s all about.
I did wonder if I had entered into another dimension, time-frame (past, future or parallel or alternate reality), and/or other world.
When I woke up, I wondered if the previous dream was symbolic of me releasing a very dense aspect of self that’s been within my energy field for a while, and the following dream was symbolic of some kind of rebirth within me.
Dream of Traveling Through Wormhole in Space
I haven’t experienced astral travel in a while—perhaps several months to a year—possibly due to my loss of interest in it and my gradually fading deep appreciation.
I realize that sounds ungrateful, but I’ve felt very grateful each time it happened, but after many times of supposedly flying through space (during meditation) where I seem to see light rays pass by rapidly, and nothing else happening for a while, I wondered why I was overly focusing on it.
Granted, the experience was almost indescribable—all I know for sure is that it felt like pure freedom, immense power, and absolute joy.
I’m reminded from within that’s why duality (or more accurately polarity) plays such an important purpose in our physical lives.
For instance, if we were always winning at some event, we may gradually lose our deep appreciation for the experience of winning. In addition, if we were always surrounded by very loving people, we may gradually lose our deep appreciation for the experience of profound, unconditional love.
A handful of times, I (my consciousness) would focus on a circle—an idea that I received while reading (and not fully comprehending) the Thoth: The Atlantean/Emerald Tablets book.
The circle would then transform into a moving spiral, and then the spiral would transform into a wormhole. As I seemingly flew through a moving wormhole at a moderate rate, I would then end up outside of the wormhole in a space where countless stars are moving very slowly.
Once, right after being woken up by my husband and feeling very disoriented, I was able to recall having traveled rapidly through a bright, blue wormhole, which I added an accurate image of to one of my vision boards that I had created a while back of some of my very impactful, vivid dreams (shared in post, “An Altar Dedicated to Divine Goddess Within.”
These experiences were truly amazing, but I still don’t know for sure what it all means.
I can only trust (intuitively), and I strongly sense that the dark space (like “the unknown”), circle (i.e., symbolic of completion), spiral (like spiraling consciousness and creative force), and wormhole (like vaginal canal giving birth) all represent Source/Prime Creator/Holy Spirit/Cosmic Heart/Divine Feminine Energy/Unity Consciousness/The Great Mother Goddess; and the moving Light represents The Divine Masculine Energy/God (the other half—Twin Flame—of the Divine Goddess).
Anyway, in this morning’s dream, right after the other two bizarre ones, I was flying through space with what appeared to be rays of white light rapidly passing by.
At one point, I noticed a larger than usual wormhole, that was also moving slower than usual, and seemed to be inviting me to enter into the dark unknown.
At that very moment, I recall feeling very excited, and even shouted something to the effect, “I’m coming to meet you Goddess!”
As mentioned above, I’ve had dreams of traveling through wormholes before, but I don’t recall ever thinking or expressing anything like that, and it tickled me upon waking up.
I noticed that I sometimes say seemingly silly things in dream state, only to realize later that there was a Divine purpose to such expressions.
The following is an example story from a section within post, “Aloha Personification of Death! ^_^” (for deeper insights to the dream below, click on title/link which will open in another window):
It grabbed a female figure (not sure if it was me) by her long, black hair and started spinning her around clockwise, and she was suffering.
It then threw the female into the ocean, so I grabbed it by its ankles, and started spinning it around and around counterclockwise.
As I was spinning, I said something like, “I AM Hercules” in order to Be super strength I believe, because Death was so heavy. However, I don’t recall what happened next.
I initially had a feeling that the dream was symbolic of my release of fear about death in general, since it had been a while since I felt as though I didn’t fear death […]
After shouting to Goddess, and as soon as I came out of this black wormhole, I noticed that I was surrounded by what appeared to be (and sounded like) a lot of static within dark space.
As I quickly passed through this unknown space for the first time that I recall, I then found myself in a ginormous space filled with what appeared to be nearby planets (another thing I don’t recall ever experiencing).
At this moment, I felt the excitement within me turn into slight fear—fear of being lost within such a larger than life space.
I was then reminded from within that I’m not in a physical body, and that I cannot be lost since it is my consciousness that’s seemingly traveling through space; and I can instantly teleport myself to another location (perhaps one that I feel more comfortable with) with the mere thought and intention.
Upon waking up, I felt so grateful for the priceless, cosmic experience. I’m still not 100% sure what it all means, but I’ve already asked Spirit, and I trust that I will know in Divine perfect timing and order.
Though I’ve either shouted for or whispered to Jesus, God, Higher Self, and Beloved I AM Presence in past dreams (see post links below), that was the first time that I recall ever shouting to Goddess. Update: The second time happened in another recent dream recorded in post, “The Dream of a Talking Lion & Interconnected Stories“
Dreams of Jesus, Holy Spirit, God, Higher Self, Monad, Source, Ancient Mother Goddess and Beloved I AM Presence:
- “Dreams of Jesus“ (Jesus, Unknown Being Near Cave, and Holy Spirit)
- “The Dark Being and Jesus Within Me” (under subtitle, “The Disguised Nightmare” of July 8, 2013)
- “A Gift from Source: Galactic Lightworks in the Sky“: This post also includes links for the following posts…
- “A Dream of a Near Death Experience and Calling Out to Beloved I AM Presence” (I AM Presence)
- “Aloha Personification of Death! ^_^” (I AM Presence)
- “Dreams of Toning, Synchronicities and Ancient Sound Healing” (I AM Presence)
- “Chaotic Experiences Leading to Insight of Male/Female Christ Within” (I AM Presence): Within this post (about 3/4 way down), the following is…
- 1) a small section from the reading, “The Atlantean Conspiracy“ and
- 2) the insights that I received:
Plato said in Kritias that 6 was a sacred number in Atlantis and represented the female intuitive/receptive moon power.
The triplicate of any number in numerology is the highest intensification, so 666 means strongest female/moon energy. If Jesus Christ is the Sun/Son 555, then their Antichrist would be the Moon/Daughter 666. [Also check out (if you feel drawn to it) => Short video (2:54): Crop Circles – Goddess of all Creation – Stonehenge where 6666 = Goddess of all Creation + post, “A Crop Circle Symbolic of All of Life Birthed from Ancient Mother Goddess?“]
An insight that I received from the Master within me/Beloved I AM Presence/Christ Buddha within: The prefix anti also means “opposite of” and not just “opposing”; so I trust that the so-called “Antichrist” (which is infamous for being the “evil devil” who is against Jesus in Christian and other religions) is the opposite of the male Christ (bringer of Light) as the female Christ (the bringer of Cosmic, Unconditional Love), with both the male and female Christ being Twin Flames who were once seemingly opposites, but are reuniting as One in this physical reality. I trust that we all have this integrated male/female Christ in all of us, deep in our higher heart space.
I learned starting my late thirties that my path was not about religions and other plethora of rigid belief systems, even within the huge category of Spirituality, but rather, close to mysticism and shamanism, which to me made perfect sense since it incorporates and honors ALL paths to Spirit.
In addition, it’s about one’s direct experience with Spirit—earthly and otherworldly—which I’ve experienced much of, many of which are already recorded within this blog.
Some examples stories are in the following posts (links to stories also found in About page):
- “Running with Bears and Dogs in Dream State“
- “Adventures with Cetaceans in Dream State“
- “Guidance from Elephant Spirit Within“
- “Liberating the Fenced-in Polar Bear Within Me“
- “Dream of Wolf and Dolphins in Swimming Pool“
- “Facing an Unknown Fear: Embracing the Wolf Spirit Guide Within“
- “Dream Messages from My Multidimensional Self“
- “The Meaning of Dragon in My Life“
- “Further Expanding Mind/Heart with White Snake Dream“
- “Destiny from Earthly and Cosmic Perspectives“
- “Dream of Little Angel Alerting Outside of Window“
- “Fifth Dream of Black Panther and Message of Trinity“
- “The Path of the Gentle Cow and Aggressive Tiger“
- Spirit’s Cat Totem Guidance to Self-Love and Self-Empowerment
- “The Dream of a Talking Lion & Interconnected Stories“
Added April 27, 2017
I’m so grateful for this empowering and inspirational reading that I highly resonate with, “The Multiplicity of Reality in a Quantum-Based Consciousness” (click on title/link to open in another window).
The following is one section that helped me to better understand why I was no longer drawn to religions or other rigid belief systems from my late twenties to early forties (details shared in my About page), why I never liked yoga, (shared in post, “The 11:11 Signs, Following Intuition and Using Discernment While Attending Gatherings”), and why I didn’t have to meditate for a certain amount of time—suggested by different spiritual groups—in order to connect/communicate/commune with Spirit within (and to even experience astral travel/OBE whenever I felt like doing so, as shared within this post and, “Practicing the Feelings Within the Vibration of Abundance” :
“Yoga, Meditation, Prayers, Religion, Karma, Spirituality, Witchcraft… and all the rest of the main practices and mental struggles, are mere distractions from the Simplicity of the Creator Being that you are.
All the things that you are trying to accomplish by these means, can be in the blink of an eye.
Simply by aknowledging that it already is, and therefore it becomes so.”
Although I enjoyed all the contents of the reading/link mentioned above—that was highly stimulating on all levels of my being—the following two paragraphs stand out as a great, daily reminder:
“It is known amongst many that perception creates our reality, that whatever we perceive as being real or true is therefore what manifests within our Quantum Field of Reality. When you Realize the Simplicity of your Creation, you are able to sense the Infinite Potentiality of Reality, and tap into whatever potential you desire to exerience. Discovering the Radiance of your Absolute Fulfillment allows you to create Self-Fulfilling Prophecies, by aknowledging how you create everything through your Perception and Beliefs.
Those teachings are designed to help you Shift your Perceptions, Transform your Life into a constant river of Ease and Simplicity, breathe more Passion into your Creations, and realize how simple everything can be, by allowing the Natural Flow of Spirit through your Entire Being. Your Dreams and Desires are no longer a distant reality, when you realize how you are able to transform your reality, simply by shifting your perspective […]”
Note: One day, if I feel strongly drawn to the idea, and/or I happen to believe that I truly need this service, I will invest in a session offered by this website for the new experience; but for now, I’m grateful for the invaluable gift from Soul/Spirit within.
Note: The above bottom section has been turned into its own post, “A Path to Ultimate Freedom: Know Love & Trust Self/Soul/Spirit Within“