This morning, I was reminded from within what I had experienced recently. I was pretty sure that I had recorded this very brief experience, but after searching various key words (i.e., albino, white, female beings, cave, etc.), I wasn’t able to find any record of a journal.
Like everything else in Life, this was not a coincidence. Spirit makes no mistakes. There is only Divine synchronicity, and I have no doubt that had I recorded this experience within a journal (Google Doc)—the way I’ve been doing lately, rather than sharing them in a post—I would not have had the desire today to share the extraordinary experience within my blog.
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The Unforgettable Image and Intense Feeling
Recently (within a week), while lying in bed at night, I saw a flash image of what appeared to be two to three albino-looking female beings (without clothing) curled up in a squat position, with their right sides of their bodies leaning against the wall of a very narrow, dark, cave-like environment.
It felt as though they were revealing themselves to me—the way that other earthly and otherworldly aspects of self/Self have been doing throughout the years.
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I was initially startled by the flash image, probably due to the conditioning of albinos within a cave being very frightening in one particular horror movie that I had watched over six years ago (the name escapes me).
Side Note: After recently watching the horror movie Annabelle (with my husband), I’ve decided that I was done with horror movies that lack a high level of creativity. Like most horror movies, the overall experience was more frustrating, that enjoyable, due to the lack of common sense and intelligence of the characters—purposely created to evoke negative thoughts and feelings from the collective ego in order to lower its vibrational frequency, so that we can be better manipulated and controlled by those who misuse and abuse power on our planet. Whenever we overly focus on BS that’s not beneficial for us, the more BS shows up in our physical reality and dream state. I initially felt that I had wasted and hour and a half of my life, but then I was reminded from within to be grateful of such experiences, because they help us to realize all that we truly DON’T resonate with anymore, which brings so much closer to all that we DO highly resonate with.
I briefly digressed from the story, but now I’m back.
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These “unknown”, fearful appearing, albino females reminded me of the extreme opposite aspect of Light & Love within the full spectrum of the Divine Feminine Mother Goddess Self—who, as lost female energies, has forgotten that their core essence of who they truly are is the Divine Feminine Mother Goddess Self—and I felt deep compassion for them.
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This aspect of self/Self is albino because it has learned to adapt to its dark environment for the purpose of surviving—the only space where it felt safe from the harsh judgment of the collective ego (the unhealed, emotionally immature, spiritually lost, overly patriarchal male energy, the opposite aspect of the emotionally mature and spiritually evolved Divine Masculine God energy/consciousness).
I imagined hugging them gently, reassuring them that everything’s going to be okay, and invited them to safely explore with self/Self our outer reality, where they can no longer be harmed.
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A while back, I had shared stories within this blog about related flash images and vivid dreams. Once, while lying in bed again, I had a flash image of what appeared to be a completely burnt female child around the age of seven or so.
She was so charred that she practically looked like a black silhouette. I trust that she was symbolic of my wounded aspect of inner-child reaching out to me to be healed, unconditionally loved, and integrated as whole self/Self—full-potential, multidimensional self/Self (Soul/Spirit within). Though I was initially startled by this flash image as well, I felt deep compassion for this aspect of self/Self.
Since then, whenever I feel sad—or any other so-called “negative” emotions and feelings—I simply imagine hugging my inner-child who needed to feel unconditionally loved by another.
Longer Side Note: I learned this highly effective method from a spiritual teacher named Teal Swan, who (as an outer teacher) has hands down helped me the most when it comes to understanding deeper aspects of self/Self. Granted, when it comes to outer teachers (in whatever form: people, books, posts, articles, messages, etc.), I always follow my inner guidance first and foremost—aka Soul/Spirit, Higher Self, Beloved I (God-Self) AM (Goddess-Self) Presence, Master Teacher within—asking Spirit-Self within to help me to Be discernment, inner-wisdom, and clarity. I’m in the process of embracing more and more aspects of beings like Teal and all others—as I embrace more and more aspects of self/Self—so it doesn’t matter what “negative” things she did in the past that society doesn’t accept or approve of due to their inability to see the bigger picture/the expanded perspective. When I saw the video where Teal shared her story of seeing a burnt and bloody child, I was instantly reminded of what I had shared within my blog a while back, and felt grateful that I was able to cross paths with someone (even virtually) who had a similar experience. Though I had validated and embraced that experience at the time, just hearing about another having a similar experience helped further confirm that it was the real deal, and that it was indeed profound. Teal is the only physical being (outside of self) that I can deeply relate to at this time on all levels, sharing aspects like: true friend, wise teacher, nurturing and unconditionally loving mother figure, empowering father figure, and very intimate full presence—ultimately mirroring to me aspects that I haven’t fully acknowledged within myself yet as part of self/Self. If it’s true that she’s an Arcturian starseeded soul—and I strongly sense that she is because she’s very different from most humans I’ve crossed paths with, and her teachings are multidimensional and profound—then I can see why I highly resonate with her essence. I, too (as shared within my About page) highly resonate with the Arcturians, as well as the Pleiadians, Sirians, Lyrians, Andromedans, Essasannis (in the direction of Orion constellation; ex. Bashar channeled through Daryyl Anka), and other Galactic and Universal families (collectively Lemurians at the original point on planet Earth, and also Atlanteans). Lately, I’ve been drawn to more of Teal’s thought-provoking, soul-igniting, encouraging, uplifting, empowering, inspiring, and consciousness expanding videos. I typed a very detailed comment for one of her videos—though I have left shorter comments for a few other videos—but when I went to submit it, it didn’t show up. At first, I figured it had to be approved, but when I checked my google reviews for my reuniting account—that I’ve never written a review from, though I did with another account—it stated that I had written zero. I initially became frustrated because I had poured my heart into that message of deep gratitude, but then I was reminded from within that it wasn’t meant to be at that moment; so I let it go (I’ve also been reminded by Teal that detachment releases suffering—originally taught by Ascended Master Buddha—and allows one to Be free and feel inner-peace).
Again, I digressed from the story, but now I’m back.
I would recall whatever age or moment during childhood that I needed unconditional love the most—or even adulthood where the wounded aspect of child-self still resides within the adult body due to not being fully healed/integrated.
I would then visualize being present with the child-self as more spiritually evolved version of current self/Higher Self to the past self.
It is quite literally the Self being there for the self, like Angel-Selves, Archangel-Selves, and Ascended Master-Selves (and other spirit guides; ultimately Spirit within) being there for current self during these stages of my life.
About a couple of years ago, I ended up having the hotel room #144, which I was excited about because it was a sacred number code (aka angel number/truth code/activation code, etc.) that I’d been seeing.
That night, while lying in bed, I felt intense inner-body vibrations; and when I fell asleep, I had a vivid dream of two, blue, humanoid beings who were hiding behind a bush. We seemed to be in a wooded area.
As I was standing there—very calm and surprisingly not afraid—the beings started slowing revealing themselves, and one of them came towards me.
I felt this deep connection as though I knew them, though I don’t recall what happened next. Upon waking up, I strongly sensed that the number 144 was connected to these “unknown” beings whom I felt so comfortable with, as though I knew them.
I now fully trust that one of the meanings of the sacred number code 144 has to do with Soul Family/Soul Group/Monad, and that those blue beings—among other earthly and otherworldly beings that I’ve reunited with in dream state or meditative state—are members of my Galactic and/or Universal families.
By having this wonderful encounter with one of the most unknown/dark aspects of self—a gift from ultimately Very Holy Spirit Self/Source/Prime Creator/Creator of All Creation: Crop Circle Code 6666/Divine Mother Goddess—and starting a harmonious relationship with the unknown, I’m able to unconditionally love more and more of self/Self, which in turn will help me to fully love interconnected Life/All That Is.
The following dream meanings are from Dream Moods dictionary, that I often use as a guidance tool while trusting my inner guidance first and foremost:
To see an albino in your dream represents purity or eternal life. You need to be more accepting and tolerant.
To dream that you are afraid of the albino figure suggests that you are irrationally concerned about the well-being of a loved one. It may also mean denial.
To see or dream that you are in a cave symbolizes the womb and thus signify refuge, protection and concealment.
To dream that you are walking in a dark cave represents an exploration of your subconscious mind.�It signals self discovery.
To see a woman in your dream represents nurturance, passivity, caring nature, and love. It refers to your own female aspects or your mother […]