I had watched this video, Allan Watts Higher Self, a while back, thought it was interesting, and added it to the “Videos That Resonate with Me” category of my blog.
However, this morning, I followed my heart and decided to watch it again; and this time, the message moved me deeply.
I wondered why there was a difference in the intensity of feelings that I experienced from the exact same message during two different moments. I then realized that I first had to continue to play the game of duality in life (with a little more awareness)—to include the ongoing struggle between the identities of lower ego self and shadow self vs higher self, like lungs struggling to coexist within the same, one body as the heart—before experiencing true self, which is all of me that is just perfectly fine as is in every present Moment of Now—the way Father GOD/Mother GODDESS/Divine Spirit/All That Is is everything, and is just perfectly fine as is in every present Moment of Now.
Note: Image on right above found next to link => qiana.flavors.me and added quote from author noted in poster via canva.com ((thank you all).
I’m part of All That Is (Balance/Harmony/Unconditional Love/Unity Consciousness and beyond), and All That Is is always within me, as me and expressing through me—and not just the “good” or “Light” aspects, the way society separates, labels and judges with its collective, individual consciousness.
My true self doesn’t need to be continually supervised, monitored, measured, healed, polished and upgraded as though I’m “never good enough” in the present Moment of Now.
By continuing to strive for this already existing integration of lower self and higher (i.e., the whole package deal or one body), one could be 111 years old, on one’s death bed, and still believe that one is not whole and balanced, and fully Being Spirit experiencing through a human vehicle.
Note: Image/poster on left above found next to link => emilysquotes.com (thank you)
That’s when the heart (symbolic of higher self) has to step in—due to having clearer vision and being more experienced and wiser, not because it’s “better”—and simultaneously bitch slap both lungs (symbolic of “lower” ego self and shadow self). Why? Out of pure, unconditional love.
And, because the lungs are frantically searching for ways to be better and whole, so the heart has to remind them, “Wake up knuckleheads!! Snap out of it! You’re already whole and serving your life purpose! All of us in this body (symbolic of Source/God, Goddess, and Divine Spirit/All That Is) are working as a team, living our life purpose, and fulfilling the Divine will within us according to the Divine Plan. You’re perfect just the way you are right now. Always remember that’s there’s no need to be fearful…ever, and you’ll be just fine; you’re home, okay? MWAH!!! 😀 Now consciously raise your vibrational frequency back up again, and go do what you do best! And don’t let me catch you wandering off again in Illusion Land! That’s what you get for always listening to Mr. Logical Left-Brain upstairs! I told you guys he has temporary memory loss, and doesn’t know what’s he’s talking about!”
Note: Image on right above found next to link => pixgood.com (thank you)
So the wake-up call reminded me to just go with the flow of Life and continue to change and expand my consciousness (which includes healing, growing, transmuting, transforming, evolving, etc.) naturally (not because I need to, because I choose to), honor my feelings by being true to myself/transparent with myself––that lets me know my current vibrational frequency state at any given moment, and gives me the choice to change my intentions, thoughts, words or actions if I’d like to feel better in case I’m not— follow my already existing integrated Mind/Heart, follow my path of excitement and passion (even to the smallest degree) since I might as well enjoy Life (Heaven on Earth) while I’m here, continue creating whatever it is I’d love to experience, continue doing thing my own way dancing to the beat of my own drum, continue to Be the free spirit that I truly am, and just Be in every present Moment of Now with much gratitude and appreciation for all interconnected Life throughout this Universe and beyond.
Note: Image on left above found next to link => wakeup-world.com (thank you)
I was wondering why I had a vivid dream about seeing the number eight on a lock while trying to open a locker the night of February 1, 2015. I had a dream of the number eight a while back, where I hopped on bus #8, and I wrote about it in a post.
I then crossed paths with a website that I highly resonate with, to include the reading, “Divine Counterparts and the 11:11.” The italicized paragraph below references Source as the number 8 (infinity symbol):
Just like these rings in the picture here below, they also express the Source-8, but in particular the inward and outward expression…the realm inside and the outside expression of that. As in: creating the outside real-ity to match the inside real-ity of who you truly are.
Note: Image on right above found next to link => www.celticgardens.com.au (thank you)
In addition, I looked up the key words lock and locker in a dream dictionary that I often use as a guidance tool (I follow my intuition first and foremost):
To see or use a locker in your dream signifies aspects of yourself which you have kept hidden inside […] n particular, to dream of a school locker denotes hidden feelings, knowledge, and attitudes that you need to learn and/or acknowledge […] To dream that you cannot open a locker or that your forgot the combination suggests that you are unsure of where you stand in a particular situation. You feel you have lost some aspect of yourself. In other words, you are on shaky ground.
To see a lock in your dream signifies your inability to get what you want. You are being kept out of some activity or situation. Perhaps an aspect of yourself is locked up inside and it needs to be expressed.
Note: Image on left above found next to link => www.pinterest.com (Thank you. This gratitude poster perfectly matches my dream. Thank you Beloved I AM.)
From outer knowledge reflecting my soul/Spirit’s inner-knowing (the meanings of key words and number above) and inner-knowing (intuition and inner-wisdom), I realized that my doubts about myself—to include the belief that I need to constantly work on healing, polishing and upgrading myself—are keeping me from being fully tuned into all that I truly am within me in every present Moment of Now, which is Source—integrated and balanced masculine and feminine energies/God, Goddess and Divine Spirit/All That Is—always within me, as me, and expressing through me.
Whew! That felt like a load was taken off, or…dropped into the “pool.” 😉 😉 Now I’m free to just Be.
Take care outer world! Until next time…when the purple moon rises.
Note: Image on right found next to link => www.pinterest.com (thank you)
FULL MOON in Leo February 3rd 2015 (<= click link to open reading in another window)
Note: Image on left found next to link => pixgood.com (thank you)
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The following are additional readings of 11:11 and 8 Universal year (click on title links to open reading in another window):
The 11:11
I’ve read several readings regarding the 11:11 phenomenon—and other sacred number codes—and even wrote a post about my own experiences with angel number synchronicity within this blog, but the reading/link above most highly resonates with me. I’ve even read bits and pieces of the topic, Twin Flames, within this website so far, and the fresh information was unlike any other material I had ever read. I just recently came upon this website/blog, that includes information from the author’s book, Chronicles of Ilse, and so far, I absolutely love the writer’s intriguing information, unique and broad perspective, refreshing transparency/authenticity, deep understanding, loving and powerful energies, and her ability to Be Balance—“Be in this world, but not of it”(having Unity Consciousness rather than being lost in separation consciousness/within the illusions of duality). I trust that I came upon this outer knowledge—a reflection of my soul/Spirit’s inner-knowing—in Divine perfect timing and order. Thank you Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within/Twin Flame. <3<3<3
Note: Image on right found next to link => www.theilluminatagirl.com (thank you)
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2015: A 8 Universal Year!
The following message, which was extracted from an e-mail that I received recently, is from Lilly (see her info below): Note: Like I mentioned above, I had a dream of the number 8 the day before yesterday, so I highly resonate with the message below
One more thing: 2015 is a 8 Universal Year!
That means focus on Prosperity, Abundance and Conscious Wealth this year.
8 is an amplifier, so what you focus on amplifies.
Happy Prosperous, Conscious New 2015 and
May you be blessed with Goodness.
Lilly
http://natures-blessings.org
http://PsychicSpiritInYou.com
https://www.facebook.com/PsychicSpiritualHealing
8064 Cetus Circle
Las Vegas, NV 89128
Note: Images found next to links => metaphyzgirl.wordpress.com (above left) and lauralassiter.com/“Abundance and prosperity truly begins WITHIN.” (above right) (thank you all)
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The following are just some examples of helpful videos that can assist us in Being…
Prosperity Consciousness:
Note: I’ve decided to listen to these videos often this year (8 Universal Year!), in conjunction with creating my first book and artwork, while going through a collection of images—which is the language of the subconscious mind, where dreams manifest—that I created using Google images and Google slides. I trust this idea—among other things like living and Being in every present Moment of Now—will assist me in tuning into and experiencing the dreams of my Heart in this physical reality…soon. I also trust that by using images that highly resonate with me (rather than just the ones in the videos), as well as my own personal memories, it will affect how I feel about the positive affirmations as well, which is ‘where the money is’ (power of emotions, which is the state of our vibrational frequency, and also the language of the subconscious mind, where dreams manifest).
Note: Image on left above found next to link => www.pinterest.com (thank you)
- The Power of Gratitude (Note: click on title links to open videos in another window)
- LAW OF ATTRACTION DAILY AFFIRMATIONS
- The Power of Gratitude – AMAZING – This will change your life – Must see!
- 77 ★POWERFUL★ Self Confidence Affirmations #1 – Self Esteem Wealth Money Prosperity Abundance (there’s also part 2)
- I AM AMAZING – Powerful Affirmations For Success Self Confidence Prosperity Abundance More Money
- 77 ★POWERFUL★ Abundance Affirmations With Rich Soothing Music #1 – Wealth Money Prosperity (there are at least 6 more videos in this series, but I’m bot going to add them all here. If you’re interested, you can Google it) 😉
- 200 ★POWERFUL★ Abundance Affirmations & Images #1 – Wealth Prosperity Cash Law of Attraction Money
- Manifest Dreams Visualization (law of success napoleon hill)
- 200 ★POWERFUL★ Abundance Affirmations & Images #2 – Wealth Prosperity Cash Law of Attraction Money
Note: Images on right above, next to bullets, found next to links => 1) www.wellnessangel.me and 2) pinsta.me
Throughout my life, I’ve experienced so-called “failures” many times; so much to the point that I reached a magical moment in my early forties where I was no longer fearful of “failing” or even death (which I trust is merely a transformation of one’s energy state—dense ice to light steam so to speak).
In the past, there were times that I had failed and felt dis-empowered, and there were times where I had overcome major fears/obstacles/challenges/disguised blessings, and felt empowered.
However, recently, I learned/remembered profound wisdom from outer knowledge reflecting my soul/Spirit’s inner-knowledge—and that is…Spirit within all of us cannot fail., which I learned/remembered from one of Sacred Sarrah’s empowering videos.
Note: Image on left above found next to link =>susiesheartpathblog.wordpress.com (thank you)
I trust that everything happens in Divine perfect timing and order, according to the Divine Plan, that most highly benefits all interconnected souls, so that we can all have the golden opportunity to experience Heaven on Earth, and learn a plethora of priceless life lessons, grow/evolve, and remember who we truly are…our essence:
- Unconditional Acceptance for self and others/Unconditional Love for self and others/Unity Consciousness
- Inner-Peace (Being the Eye within the storm/not allowing outer circumstances of earthly dramas to negatively affect our inner reality)
- Joy (to include Being Excitement and Humor), Truth (our own truths within us)
- Inner-Wisdom, Inner-Guidance, Inner-Knowing/Intuition
- Abundance (on all levels of our Being—physical, emotional, mental, financial, material, and last but not least…spiritual/our Divine Birthright)
- Freedom (again, our Divine Birthright, not something we have to earn depending our worthiness or continuously fight for in wars, like we’ve been conditioned to believe from society; Being self-worth and valuable is also our Divine Birthright)
- Creative Genius (in our own unique and countless ways), and beyond.
Note: Images on right above found next to links => 1) pchdscreen.com and 2) www.yourswallpaper.com (thank you)
Recently, I’ve been able to more confidently validate self that ever before—without needing to be concerned with others’ opinions, and without needing the acceptance and approval of others to know myself and what I choose to experience in Life.
I trust that this is due to much persistence/faith in the Divinity within me. I don’t think I’ve ever stated this in my blog before, although I’ve mentioned various aspects/extensions of Divinity within me, but here it goes…I AM my Beloved I AM Presence/Christ within me.
Note: Image on left above found next to link => www.mackable.com
And though I haven’t been able to see (with clarity) my incarnated Twin Flame in this particular physical reality yet, I trust that everything is perfectly fine since ultimately, my Beloved I AM Presence/Twin Flame energies is within everything of my inner and outer world.
Therefore, as I live and just Be in every present Moment of Now to the best of my ability—the realm of my Beloved I AM/Christ within/Twin Flame (something I learned/remembered from the book, Beloved I AM: Messages from the Divine Feminine)—everything that I need to physically and psychically see and experience for the highest benefit of all interconnected souls will appear in Divine perfect timing and order.
And throughout my journey, I AM effortlessly intending to continue experiencing Divine synchronicities to remind me of my essence.
Note: Image on right above found next to link => www.wordy.photos (thank you)